Post title came from one of my all-time favorite movies: Hook! Channeling my childhood hero in this look, pa-gurl version nga lang of Peter Pan! ;) Hehe. Crossbreed nila ni Wendy? Lol.
Currently making 1 million wire things for this weekend's SuperSale Bazaar! Joke lang, mga 1 hundred lang naman siguro, haha. I am so tired and stressed out trying to finish paid orders first, before I start with the bazaar pambentas. Ayoko man this negative feeling I have for blessings... But I can't help but feel low again--I have this "Alone Syndrome" from time to time, being self employed and single. Haha, one man team na nga, which amplifies whenever a bazaar is coming up and maraming I can do this kahit mag isa ako moments. Hay dyahe, oh well, a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do!
Watch my eksenadorang "I guess, being self-employed can be lonely sometimes" confession on national television HERE. Haha.
I do believe, though, in the deepest recesses of my heart (naknamp) that these will all be worth it in the end. I will have my own store (make that stores!), with my own (best!) power team, in the near future. Anagon will be a brand known in all households, and I will make my family sooo proud. And at the end of the day, I will have my Peter, who will take me away from all these adulthood responsibilities from time to time (via my bedroom window? :))... And fly me to Never Never Land. And I'll be happy.
For now, I'll be sprinkling pixie dust and combine it with happy thoughts, so maybe I can fly even on my own.
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i can very much relate to the "one-man team" YA KNOW THAT hehehe. I also have that alone feelign pagbazaar, kasi not all the time may kasama ako, pero kebers na lang at gorabels na lang sa bazaar kahit na alone ako hehe! see you anna sa bazaar for all season!:)
ReplyDeleteHi Denise! I am crying inside, hahaha! :P It's good to know na someone can relate with this feeling, alam mo yan... Sabik tayo sa visitors hehehe! :) Hope to see you too sa SuperSale! I'll try to go and maybe even sell sa Bazaar for all Season! :)
DeleteGanda forever ♥ I love your outfits talagaaaa! :-)
ReplyDeleteGo lang nang go, Ms. Ana! Will support Anagon all the way!
Yanna!!! Thank you so much, natouch ako dito :) Thanks for supporting me since God knows when! :) <3 I love my anagon girls!
DeleteHey Ana! Sa wakas may time ang lola mo teh na magbrowse ng blogs! :) Maybe I can never relate to you in a sense that the kind of freelance work that I do always involve a lot of people since films and television programs never get produced without a big production team without it.
ReplyDeleteHowever, I know you'll get past it. Once Anagon grows, more people will come in and you'll never be alone. It doesn't have to be that way. :) I know you have what it takes to focus. When I zeroed in to what I really want to do and sacrificed a lot of things, I got what I wanted. I'm now working for 4 films and 2 television shows and I've never been this happy (at times exhausted nga lang) of getting what I've always prayed for.
Anagon will succeed and you can make it happen. Just really focus and diretso lang ang tingin sa goals mo. Wag ka magpa-distract teh! :) Stay fighting and positive! Bet ko rin ang dainty outfit pegs mo. No more lazy dressing yehesss naman. :) God bless always guuurl!
hearts,
Melai of Style and Soul
I missed your comments nga Melai! Bonggang bawi to a, three paragraphs lovet!!! :) Thank you so much, tama ka... FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS lang sa goals!!! :) love you, see you more soon!
DeleteGANDA MO!!!! Super bagay sayo tong dress na to sis! Okay mago-oplan Hanap Peter Pan tayo soon. I believe you'll achieve all those for Anagon. You'll go a looong way ♥ Sa bazaar di ka masyadong mag-iisa coz guguluhin kita!! :D HAHA! SEE YOU SIS!!!
ReplyDeleteYehey thank you Arnie for always making me feel loved, nuks hahaha :) See you sis! And si Peter kasi nag pplay around pa, nakakainis ayaw pa mag seryoso chos! ;P
DeleteI know what you mean. I am not self employed pero home based job naman. It has it's own convenience pero kalungkot nga minsan! Kaya naghanap na ako ng job na may makakasalamuha HAHA. But hey, with all the friends you made through blogging and other friends esp. your family, I am sure mas madalas na you feel loved than not. Mas madalas na nafifeel mo na madaming tao around you kesa sa feeling alone! Pero masaya din magsenti minsan. Dati nilulugmok ko sarili ko sa lungkot, iiyak, drama drama konti, tas okay na ulit! HAHAHA. Sorry daldal ko!
ReplyDeleteI'm loving seafoam green! Lamig sa mata!
I can just imagine din sis, ang home based job parang ganito din! Pero tama ka, I have my family and friends... Buti nalang nagka blogging may events every now and then :) And oks na oks dito ang madaldal! Thank you Ishna!
DeleteTake care Ana, pahinga-pahinga din :D I hope makapunta na ko sa bazaar. lagi na lang kasi cancelled. ilang beses na din yun. Hay, nasa ganyang stage din ako na nalulungkot kasi lagi lang sa bahay. Kailangan ko na din may makasalamuha. Pero shempre blogging makes me happy din lalo na meeting new people, events and like the blogs i-follow including your blog :)
ReplyDeleteTama sis, sabi nga nila best thing to do when you get tired is not to stop... BUT TO REST! :) Naks, I am praying for you sis that beautiful changes and surprises may come your way :) Hope we get to be really happy! :)
DeleteAng ganda mo sis! I love your outfit! Sana makapunta ko sa bazaar this saturday! See you po? Hehe. Mamimeet din natin ang Peter Pan ng buhay natin. Dadating yun, unexpected. Para surprise, mas masaya haha. ♥
ReplyDeleteThank you so much naman! :) And yes hope to see you sa bazaar a, moremore bisita the merrier! :) And tama tama reminder din yan sakin, mas maganda surpresa... Mas worth it! :) Mwah!
DeleteLove your peter pan dress! Hope you can drop by my blog soon. :)
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aaaw ganda mo! :) super love the dress! and ganda pala ng sonyas garden sa umaga! hmmm sana dyan nalang wedding reception ko :P
ReplyDeleteRovie
The Bargain Doll
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I LOVE THIS OUTFIT!!!!!!!!!!! it's colour looks really nice with your hair =D I'm now saying thanks for that comment you wrote me awhile ago.......... I am such a bad blogger am I not =(
ReplyDeleteMuch Love
Chari T (deep fried stilettos)xoxo
thanks a million trillion times
ReplyDeleteYour turn! Always excited to read your comments! :)